May 2008


Things have mostly been looking up since my last post.

Teaching at elementary school really is somehow the magical cure to an ailing spirit. Even if it is really tiring, it’s rewarding because it actually feels like I’m doing something. I’m usually in charge of the lesson contents, so even if my lessons suck (which they sometimes do) at least I’m accountable for it. (Unlike at my jr. high where I just sit and have nothing to do for most of the day.) Plus, with the except of some too-cool-for-school 5th and 6th grade classes, the kids are pretty great. Even on the worst day at elementary school, some kid is bound to say something funny. (Recently I’ve gotten a lot of “How did you get that big if you don’t drink milk?” Oh, the propaganda of the Dairy industry.)

Recess has been good lately too. Not that it’s ever really bad, but sometimes it’s just kind of boring. In the past few weeks thought I’ve played really good games of ball-tag, dodgeball and kickball.

 

Jr. High in contrast has been quite slow. This is largely because we had our sports festival this past weekend. We practiced for it for the past 2 months, which obviously cut into class time, which is why I haven’t had many classes lately.

The idea of Sports Day is quite fun, but I was quite tired of the whole thing by the time the actual day came around.

All of the students are divided into color blocks. In this case, red, white and blue. Blocks compete against each other in a number or various events. There are standard ones like relays, tug-o-war, and variations on 3 legged race, but there are also some crazy ones like a dry land version of chicken and boys being carried on poles like monkeys.

In actuality, by the time it’s time for the real event, half of the students are already injured in some way. The nurse definitely had some not-nice things to say about the chicken game.

 

I mean, it was all pretty entertaining (at least at first), but I’m rather glad it’s over now so I can hopefully have classes again, and at least pretend to be a functional teacher.

 

I’m still a little homesick, but I’m making my plans to go home in July. I’m really looking forward to it, and time usually passes fast here, so hopefully it’ll be that time before I notice.

Lately, I just have not been able to get excited about teaching. It’s not that I don’t love my kids, it’s just that it’s so easy to get by on this job without putting much into it. I hate that feeling that I’m just going along without being proactive about it.

This past weekend was GoldenWeek, a four day weekend. I mostly just hung out; nothing special except for one Kaya and Metronome live which was fun.

But today is the first day of a 3 day work week, it’s 9am, and I already don’t really care. Probably this isn’t helped by the fact that my schedule is never finished when I show up to school, so I can never get excitied or plan anything because, as of yet, I don’t have any classes scheduled.

I really hope I get out of this funk because I hate the feeling that I’m wasting precious time here.

11 weeks till school is out for summer.

Hopefully not too much longer than that before I go home for a visit.  I’m really hoping that being in America will help me appreciate what I have here in Japan.

End whining.